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Name: Kelsey
Country: United States
State: Cah-Lee-Forn-Ee-Ah
Birthday: 3/16/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Music, DEFINETLY music. :D
and friends.. gotta love friends. ^__^
Many things are interesting to me. :) lol. So... would all of those things go under my interests too? or should I just babble here and use up all of your precious time? :D
love ya all!!
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Expertise: Bein the creative demented human that I am. :D And I try to be the perfect girlfriend for my perfect boyfriend. :P lol.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message me
AIM:  H1ghFLy1njunki3
MSN: th1s_s0ul_w0nt_di3@yahoo.com
Yahoo:  th1s_s0ul_w0nt_di3
Member Since:
8/14/2004
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| she sits at the edge of her bed, looking at an old picture.
she cries just by getting a quick glimpse of it.
she slowly gets up and walks to the framed picture and picks it up.
she removes the back and rereads the note on it for the last time...
all those promises are broken. they are no good now.
she realizes it was all a lie.
quickly, she walks out to the outside front of her house, picture still in hand.
she breathes and makes sure no one is coming,
and slams it to the ground.
all that is heard are cars in the distance and the instant shatter of glass.
she looks at the glass glisten in the sun.
she quietly whispers to herself,
"i wish i never knew you...
i wish we never met..."
she takes out a lighter from her pocket and grabs the picture off the ground.
she looks at it, and tears it in half, seperating the two people in the picture.
she flicks the lighter, and holds the left half of the picture over the flame.
she watches the paper quickly catch fire, and turn her lover into ashes.
"the day i said 'i love you'
is the day i'll always regret..."
she said to herself
she takes the right half of the picture and also holds that over the flame.
that half, too, turns into the ashes
again, she whispers to herself.
"maybe, someday..."
the wind picked up, and blew the ashes away...
she bends down over the broken glass and frame.
with the setting sun, it turns a passionate red,
and a single tear drop falls onto the edge of the glass.
"maybe..."
she pauses and thinks for a few moments
"no... never...
never again" | | |
| Miss You (Promise Me)
It's so hard to smile now
When all I want to do is cry.
I feel there is nothing I can do now
But watch our final minutes pass by.
My grip on you can't grow tighter.
My eyes can't cry anymore tears.
This burden on my heart will never get lighter.
How will we survive the distance for so many years?
Bridge 1
I beg for you to promise me this...
Please promise me this-
Chorus
Wait for me and savor my kiss
Dream sweet dreams full of bliss.
I'll only be gone for a little bit
And back before you know it.
Soon we'll be together again,
Living together in a new beginnin'.
Please promise me-
Promise me this.
All my pictures of you quickly fade.
They've become so torn and worn.
But my memories are as fresh as the day,
And are with me wherever I go.
Bridge 2
But the pictures and memories can't make up for
Everything about you that I miss so much
Chorus
Promise me this...
Promise me this...
Dream sweet dreams
Of only sweet bliss...
Promise me...
Promise me this
Chorus
Please promise me...this
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| i figured it was time to update... esp cuz its the new year.
um, last night i had a new years party at my house. i thought it went really well. mihaela, chris, mj, and lauren came. we all had fun. ^.^ it was nice to just hang out. haha.
so um, we watched a couple of movies, ate... A LOT, played some trivial pursuit 90s edition (wow, chris and i really really suck at that game. lmao).
lets see...
well, for my new years resolution, im gonna really really really really try to not cut AT ALL. and to help myself with that, i gave my pocketknife and a couple of safety pins to chris, just to help make sure that i wont do anything. im terrified to use anything sharper than my pocketknife, and i dont have the patience to go back to using a safety pin.
the year 04 was def interesting. some things happened that i never dreamed would happen... heh. dont feel like talkin about it.... oh well.
dont really have much else to talk about.... there's nothin really goin on other than what im doin now. ... dont ask.
i sooooooooooo do NOT wanna go back to school. ugh. so yeah. hope u all had a good 04, and that u have an even better year 05. i'll see some of u tomorrow at church. and the others at school. byeeeeee | | |
| SQUEE!!!! i know i know... i haven't updated in FOREVER!!!!
Oh my friggin gosh i love chris soooo much!!! I'll just announce it to everyone.  hehe. You'll all live. ^__^
Seriously though, I really really do love him. I can't describe how I feel about it. There is no way to EVER express how much I truly love him. SQUEE!!! lol.
It's a sorta scary feeling.... Never felt like this before... and i don't know what's gonna happen. This is definetly one of those times where I wish i could fast forward into the future and found out if all of it is worth it... If it is worth it, i would pour my entire heart and soul out to him... heh... sorta too late, but that's not the point! 
I dunno what else to say really... There is so much more to say... but not enough words to express it. ^__^ hehe. I'll just leave you all with that. :D
BYEEEEEEEEE
Hope you're days are goin by good. :) | | |
| oh how i love this feeling... the old familiar sting... 
sorry everyone... | | |
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